Shauna's Diary

Okay, so i know im not actually a student at wammys but i got really bored and i need somewhere to write all this crazy shit down.

Twenty. The manwhore put Twenty whole syringes of insane in me! (i only told bb ten to stop him worrying about me so much, and turning me into a sience experiment)
I used to love that guy.
Im glad to be writing this because now something has some record that i was once sane

Truth is, I'm scared, yeah? i feel all shaky and weird and like im permenantly energized

She's getting to me, i talk to her, she's nice. i guess that now she's not insane she's just how she used to be

I cant tell bb like i said earlier he'll worry too much
i really should get back to America, just leave the guys at wammys alone after all their recent chaos.

I think im going to have to seriously start considering suicide. i dont know how else to fix these crazy problems.

I'de never tell him this, but i am crazy jelous of bb, he's so lucky and he doesnt even know it!
Wife, amazing child, loads of friends

I'm single, childless and i have no social life.

This diary crap is kinda fun, maybe i should do it more often.

Im going to kill you if you're reading this bb, infact i wont need to because its rigged, i have a hidden alarm system and you just triggered it, i'll see you soon.

Well, my flight back to L.A is tommorow and im just going to leave, if bb is bothered enough he'll come find me

I dont think its fair to bother them with my whole going insane phase

So yeah, even if he does find it and i cant get to him

i'll be gone soon

My flight to L.A is in five minuetes but i just wanted to write down a few things before i left

When i get angry, my eyes have started flashing red, she's getting to me

But i dont need anyone's help

I can deal with this

Easily.

I hope...