BBs Diary.

You know,i am to young to be feeling old.
Must be having a kid, and making sure other kids don't get freakin' violated by Mello.


We got him.

We took out his men and tranquilised him.
Quick scoping for the win.
Echo got her way, and we took him back to Wammys.
That kid is to carefree.
MELLO KISSED HER.
Poor echo. She must have some form of ...STD now, or something.+
She could of been...
well..
Mello'd...
Ew.

I'm keeping an eye on him and his paedophilic ways.
Jesus.
He does anything out of line, he's going back, or at least, under...
the ground.

Hmph.


We ran into Matt, picked him up, literally.
Dragged him back with us too.

Luca is a pain in the arse as usual.
Made him fly while i delt with the "distraction plan.."
Should be called "destruction plan"..
Either way,
got us home..
almost.

We were denied access to land, but i decided to take the risk, and do it anyway.
Screw them.
Luckily Niomie was on board, and made us do the "little disapearing act"
Ha.
And now, we are out of trouble....

Untill we got in and Gray was like, "OOHH MY GODD, where have you been!? You didn;t saay!"
Bless.

Lilly missed me.
Cuute.

She got a death note?
Ooft.
I got it now.


Thats it, everyone is argueing like the little shits that they are.
I've not slept in 2 days, i'm going to bed.

Hmm, not much happened today.
Me, Shauna and Dare had some chats.

Memories brought back ro me.

I remember pushing Shauna down that well, and walking off leaving her in the cold water for a few hours. Hah.

Then, i remember when i kicked Dare down that hole, covered him with dirt and listened to his muffled screams from under the ground.

I remember being bored with the house i lived in, so, when everyone was out, i burned it down to the ground.

I am not a bad man, although I do bad things. Very bad things.

Dare's been giving Lilly nightmares because of what i did to him apparently?

Oh, and Shauna wants revenge.
Pfft.
Dare found out i was adopted, finally.

Come on kid, if your compeating with Near, you would of known that by now.

The time is soon...
Soon I will see Amaya walk back through the door...
...and never walk out again...
Good bye sweet angel.

Now diary...things are getting personal.
Shauna was pissed off because of that whole well thing when i was 14.
Soo, she tried to get her revenge. She tossed me down the well in the garden, and pulled the cover over. Reminded me of the ring.
She was clearly disrtracted and after a few attemps i got out.

They tried to go for the photo in Ls office again, they're so annoying.
I got it quickly. Echo wanted to show mello. Me and Echo share some secrets, its weird. I hate Mello, but feel strangly obligated to tell her about L and Me..I gave it to her.
Must be because i know about her and Mello.

Soon after, nariko said she had to examine us, we all endd up down the same bloody well.
Shauna was there too. She found out that i had "RE-killed" Sam, her "partner", a rather, unfortunate accident with a slegde hammer.
I proceeded to torment her, by bringing it along with me.
She was not happy.
I was ignored by her in the well. Echo and I were talking to Nariko via the communication devices. I for one had a nice chat with her.

Now, here comes the good part.

Today was the day, that Amaya died.
Along with my feelings for her.
Her ....life span, had finally reached its limit.
Me and her had our last moments together in our room.
L watched in his office, with everyone else. He made sure noone would interfere.
Thanks L.

I kissed her lips softly, knowing that in 10 minutes, the poison would kill her.
I explained to her that her life span was ending she was confused. She was worried and upset.
Her unborn child would perish with her.

Her numb body collapsed intomy arms, i lay her to rest, in an eternal....slumber..

L shot her in the head to make sure she was dead....
He's...changing..
He made a laugh that i can only resemble to myself.

It was out in the open, Amaya had died on this day, On the 13th hour of the day.
Heh...

Funny, Ceaser (tick tock) came back. He was on a lycan hunt. Vampire knights.
Pittiful.
He'd gotten Lilly.
Of course we had to stop him.
Noone, kills my family...

We had to fight our way through some armoured people, they busted up one of my Project mirror droids. Ah well.

We got to her room.
And who do we find.
Kaio.
He was about to snap her back over his knee, but he froze up, a tear rolled down his face.
Stange behaviour from him..
He explained that he wanted a family, but couldn;t have one, everyoen kept disappearing.
He said that if he couldn't have one, neither could i apparently.

He let Lilly go, he tossed his armour off, becoming free form the constraints.
I believe Yami returned home at the right time.
She helped him...in some way or another.
I can guess.

Gray knew what i had done, and the true extend of its horror.
He knew all along, he can tell when i Lie.
I lied to everyone.

Fools.

Such guillibe fools.

I will leave it at this, Gray is asleep, i woke up and just had to get this day out of my head.

Sleep well Gray.

Sleep well diary.

My mind is somewhat at rest...
Now the shark has claimed Its pray....
Let you dream Amaya.
Let you walk along as a spectre of my memories.
It was nice knowing you my dearest wife..

Hahaha, the shits out in the open.

i bet they all feel stupid now.

They've been falling into my trap for years.
Layers up layers of misleading, and lies.
False hope, mis-trust and false identity.

Noone should ever trust an Ex - L Successor.

Not even If your married to one.





Yes, i murdered my wife.



Amaya's life span was never ending.

As Echo pointed out, Amaya had already died in the past.

That life span would of passed.

That image of her life span you all saw?

I created it, i subliminally planted it in your minds.
I stated it in public, to watari, to you, my diary.
I even lied to you.

Like i said, i am capable of much more, than what you all believe.

I have not softened up...
This mind is made up of darkness and demonic beings.

Only time can tell what will happen.



On a lighter...ish note...
Gray and I have been....found out...a little.

I had the photo, and gray was trying to grab it...
He pinned me to the floor, and pressed my hands onto the floor boards...

Then Echo and Kymisha walk in.

Gray, sat on my crouch...
Me, helplessly lead on the floor, with a photo in my mouth...
i was trying to eat it.

Photo paper is thick!

After alot of black mail and deal making, i let Echo go to Mello.

We all followed.

I am thinking they made out and whatever, i locked them in. Nariko took over after that.
Crazy women.

I went for shower...
and was followed..
Eehe..
No more will be said about that.

Gotta enjoy a good shower now and then...

...

I'm going to bed now....

I have been having bad timing recently.
It would seem that L and I have also been found out...

I went to see him during the day, in his office.
I think i shocked him.
I walked in, after knocking.
He was spinning on his chair, but fell off when i knocked.
Hah.
I said i'd pretend that never happend, to spare him some dignity.

Although, he moved infront of the fire, taking a lollipop from the top of it.
He offered me one, so i accepted. All what was left, was to take it off him...

I reached out, but by the time i almost had it, he moved it out of the way, jolted foward so my arm was by his shoulder.
Sneaky L.

He grabbed me, pulling me into an unexpected embrace...and kiss...
He lowered my body to the ground, our heads together. We knelt, in the way we do. Must of looked a little strange.....L kissing me...

As everyone else walked through the door..............

Hmm.

Nariko said Amaya would be turning in her grave...if she had one. Funny.
Echo stated that she "BLOODY KNEW IT" and Gray...
He was quiet...
Hmm..

L didn't seem to fussed, and continued kissing me, then stood up smugly. Walked over to hs desk and pulled out a..pistol.
Echo was gettng a little annoyed at me, so L pointed it at the back of her head.
She told him to shoot.
So he did.
Water shot out at the back of her head.
Ls sense of humour eh?
A little darker than it used to be.

He left after kissing me again, and doing that subtle little thing he does with his foot....
On my jeans.
What a tease.

I was left with the others, to the awkardness.
So, i took a seat on Ls chair, looking at the photo which i returned to his desk. I took out a lollipop, and started to eat it.

Nariko stole one too. And i threw one to Gray since he asked.
Nariko decided to stab me with hers, making my arm bleed.
Gray said he'd eat it, but didn't want to taste Nariko's Saliva.

I for one, have tasted Nariko's saliva before...
An unfortunate encounter at a school dance. She was on her own, Amaya made me go dance with her. Bad idea. Nariko decided to make Amaya jealous, and forcefully made out with me....
What memories i have.

I ate the lolly, having two in my mouth.
Nariko left after a while, she must of been bored of the awkardness.

I decided to go out for some air, i allowed Gray and Echo to come to.

The icy spa, a little out of town is a nice place to relax.
It is tranquil, and mysterious.
Its always cold and snowing...I'm not sure what causes it. There is warm spa water, from a natural spring.
The wooded area blocks it off from the outside world....Thats why i like it there.

Bare footed, i crunched along the snow. What a nice relief. Peace and quiet...with two.....
friends..

Echo got a little pissy with me, and grabbed my collar, of course, she held me upwards, whilst i looked down at her. Short ass.
Although, a short ass with a strong arm.
She threw me in the spa.

I submerged my head, disappearing for a moment.
She looked down at the cloudy water, wondering what i was planning.

I grabbed her leg and dragged her in.

I am a big kid at heart.

It proceeded into a slight water fight, untill we turned our attention to Gray, and splashed him. I think Echo has a thing for Tattoo's, she kept staring at mine and Grays.

Gray chucked his jacket in the water, it landed on my head.
I grabbed the wet jacket, and slapped it over Echo's face.

Through my laughter, she'd rolled it up, and whacked it over my eyes.
Through my vunrable blindness, Gray decided to take the chance...

He jumped on me.

I was sent down underwater, with him on my chest.

He took his jacket off my head. Took me a while to see him, and realise what happened.

He moved ...down slightly, so i could sit up.

Two guys...one sat on the other....and a 14 year old girl....
Who is having a relationship with Mello, an 18 year old guy.
Something wrong here?

Thats something, i think she's upset about S and K...and that Mello will leave soon.
Thats the reason she pushed me in, i read her diary and told her. Hehe.

Gray decided it would be a funny idea to give me...a hicky infront of Echo, all because i laughed at ..his.

What could i do? I was pinned.

Echo decided that she'd best leave.

Gray and I stayed at the spa for a bit longer.
He said i was naturally attractive and cute, if not a little messed up
...
but he likes messed up....
I sunk back into the water, a little embrassed.

Everyone has been observing the scars, bullet wounds, burns and stitches i have on my body.

Gray said i was "beat up", i get myself in alot of trouble i suppose. I guess i do provoke these kind of things.

After the little time together, we decided it was getting late and that we should head back.

Its warm in the water, but as soon as you get out. COLD.

I Had to walk back, bare footed, and soaking wet.
I have a slight cold now.

We saw Ember in town. Weird.
Dark and windy out, and she's on her laptop, on her own..on a bench.
She looked out of it.
But soon came around and headed back to Wammys with us.

We got dry, and a little warmer...

I burned a towel..
WHY ARE PEOPLE USING MY TOWELS?!
Especially you girls...
I like blood, but don't you think you went a bit far...
whoever you are...
Seriously...not nice washing that out of my hair...
and uh, mouth.
And Grays..

Don't ask diary!

I had to be attacked with mint!

Anyway, long day.
Me and Gray went to bed. I enjoy sharing my room with him. We have a laugh.

I have to get up soon....
Best get some more sleep.
Gray is snoring. Haha.


I wonder what the new day will bring. So far, its been nothing but drama.
Halloween draws nearer.
What fun this will be.

I wonder what Lilly will...
think...

I wonder what Lilly thinks about her mothers death...
Lets hope she never finds out...
I am worried what she will think and do.
We don't know the full extent of her powers..

I married and had a kid with a demi god...
I destroyed this family.
Lets not corrupt it anymore..........
She maybe 4, but she has alot more potential than i've ever seen in a person...
Her cute, enquizative nature is her surface...
Its what lays under the surface, which maybe truely terrorfiying...

Aw, Diary. Today was so much fun.
I still manage to amaze...Myself!

Echo said she had a new diary, she said I wouldn't have it in me to go get it.
This made me wonder..where would it be?
I smirkerd at her, went into her draw, (which apparently was her underwear draw..) and found it.

It was fun taunting her, until a bra fell off the edge..
Still, I threw it at her.
I think it embarrased her. She picked it up, used her stringy things, and put it over my head, like ears...
Small ears!

I threw it at her again.
She got a little bit aggitated, picked it up...
And shoved it in my mouth..
Aw sweet youth.

Lets just say, its not the first time that kind of thing has happened...

Although, its not the first time Echo has knee'd me in the nuts either..
It seemed to of cheered her up..
I found it was best to leave.

Niomie also wanted a piece of the action, and followed me with her 'teddy bear' and shot me in the back with it...yes, it fires stuff.
Luckily not a missle this time.
Still as annoying, it was a flour bomb.

Annoying little children.

Me and Kymisha got talking.
Ember is some psychic person in disguise, and Shauna was gunna sell hacked information to Kira...
She gave me the disk, cheers Kymisha.

After being "de-sensatised" as she likes to call it, she went and hid the photo from Ls office, in the tree, located in the hallway.
i was kinda, clueless to what she had done.
All i noticed was that the tree had been moved, due to the marks on the floor.

Lilly came in when i was about to say something to Kymisha.
She was crying, because i told her about Amaya's death...
Not all of the story. What do you think i am? Stupid?

She was having nightmares, either from Hatori's or the fact that she's left with a father like me, in a place like this.

I made her go back to bed, after calming her down.

I quote from Kymisha, "Aw, Mister Tin man has found a heart"
Hmph.
She then went on to add that everyone thinks that i plan to kill Lilly too...
..
...
I'd never do that, diary.

Luckily, L walked in with Watari.
L stopped the photo straight away, and pulled it out.
He questioned why i was talking to myself, but figured it was a Shinigami.

Kymisha wanted to see what it would be like to take away Ls senses, but he went to his office before she could.
He gave me a smirk as he walked out.
..
Sooo,
i decided to follow..

So did Kymisha.

Bloody pest.

L walked out, using a lollipop to stir his coffee.
He sat down at his desk, finishing off a case.

I decided to steal the Lollipop and eat it.

She took away his sences, but, much to her amazement, he carried on typing like nothing had happened.
I think it annoyed her at first.
She was like, "BB is fun to watch, your boring."
Stupid shinigami.

We ended up sharing why i've been allowed to stay here so long.
Besides the fact that L and I have been friends since LABB, and our umm, relationship which recently appeared.

Finding a good heir to L, has been fun.
My ability to turn people crazy has proved that some of the kids here are not as strong as they seem.
Ls successor needs to be able to deal with the pressure of social "attacks".
They take their own path, and do not follow a trend.
I've no chance of being an Heir, i'm a murderer.
As our most of the kids...
They followed a trend, my trend.
I can turn them into Assassins, we can send them off for work in the government, undercover...But they will never be Ls successor.

Only a student who can bring me, and everything i've done to justice, is worthy enough, in Ls eyes.
He did it.
So can the rightful heir to his name.

Lets just say diary, none of them have come close.
They enjoy my maddness, as do I.

I believe I nodded off on the floor, against Ls desk, I woke up in the middle of the night (just a moment ago), to find the lights out, a blanket over me and L, and L snuggled up next to me...Sleep sitting.
Works for me.
Looks like its gunna snow outside...
A white halloween?

Nah, white is pure.
Blood on the snow is much more dazzling in the light.

Oh diary, it was indeed a dark day.

I was in the hallway..
We were talking, and um arguing too.
Akemi came back to wammys, was weird seeing her again...
Why'd i try and get her as part of one of my "evil schemes"...That was a long time ago.

Amaya's sister...
She knew what i'd done.
But how...
Ember!
Ember must've told her... grrr.
Never mind.
I enjoy annoying people.

My convosation with Akemi lead her to say that Amaya wasn't completely dead...
What?
My plan...
It..
It...
IT WORKED!

I enjoy the chase.
Revenge from a beautiful women.
What fun!

An Enraged Shinigami, coming after her ex-husband.
I must confess, i was a little shocked when Amaya decided to appear to me...
She gave me a smile...patronising.

She said i was crazy.
Agreed.

We had an arguement.
I told her how she drove me insane because of her absence.
She showed me a memory, of the day we first met, and when we got married.

Yes, i loved her then.
But her lack of commitment and ...love..
It does bad things to a man.
Escepially someone like me.

I was getting annoyed, but then something stopped the feud.

Lilly came out of her room, crying.
She'd had another nightmare.
...
She couldn't see amaya.
Amaya turned away, i think it made her upset.

Lilly then explained her dream...
"It was about mommy.."
"I was horrible to her"
I said that we'd all been there. Heh.
Echo found it amusing.

Lilly made Amaya cry, she was angry that it was effecting her...

Guess i do have some feelings...

I asked Lilly if she'd like to tell Amaya how she felt.
I took her hand, and walked her to where amaya was.
Amaya looked away..
So...
I had to tell her what was on my mind,
"Amaya....you know that seeing both of you cry...always got me...."
She smiled a little, Lilly sat next to where Amaya was sat and simply went...
"Mommy....i love you...and i'm sorry for being so mean..."
Amaya remained quiet.
I think she was crying, but hiding it.

Echo turned to me,
"BB, you don't deserve a kid like that.....you don't deserve a life. "

She's probably right...
She left after saying it was sad that i threw everything i had, away for L and Gray...
Hmphh.
I sit here, wondering..
I guess it was sad.
But, whats done is done.

I move on.

I keep on fighting.

Noone will ever stop me.

Diary, how come some days are sooo dull!!

I mean really..
Today was just boring for me.

I decided i'd finish my research on people here in Wammys. I was in Ls office, observing through the cctv system.

Obviously, i saw Echo enter, i believe she thought i hadn't seen her.
Idiot.
Heh.

She is shit at hiding her diary!

The people here, are so boring.
Perhaps i killed all the interesting ones.
Noone has brought me to justice since i returned here.
Noone realised that i never got my death sentence.
Funny.
I would of thought better of potential L successors...
Guess they enjoy my maddness.
Perhaps i should find me a propare successor.
Gray was always a choice.
Echo...to wooden.
Guess she is a puppet..
Although, not even a death note can kill her...
One down side is that she is vunrable to fire, i find it weird.
He psychotic puppet uses ash, one false move and she's toast.

...
I want jam on toast now..
DAMN YOU ECHO.

Maybe that will end my day more pleasently.

Thats it, its been decided.
I'm off to make toast.

Hmm..its 2am...
I wonder if theres anyone lurking around after hours...
Mr cricket bat would be most pleased to meet them.

..........This day...
has been...
a freaking...nightmare.
The first two exams were fine, i was allowed to annoy Steve.
This involved throwing cookies into the fan infront of him, spreading crumbs, all over him.
General knowledge, while distracted.
Fun.
Distracting Gray was the funniest...
Untill L gave him a rather...scary look.

Not everything was so nice today though.
Niomie finally showed up, just before the IQ exam.
I made everyone go in to sit it.
She refused, we argued...she left..
I ..
Got into a very..
dark state of mind.
Some students refer to me when like this as "having a moment."

The students escaped the exam hall..
with Grays help, Geki is a nob.
I really dislike Geki.
I could of ripped him apart...
And watched his body smash into the cold hard pavement below a skyscraper.

He followed me, through my rage.
I smashed up a gravestone.
Then proceeded to Ls office.
Steve followed first, and had the exam papers...
Good kid.
He marked all but his own, since i was in no state to.

Geki pinned me to the wall, face first.
What was i to do.
My anger fueled me..
I could not see straight...
I was slowly phasing to Lycan without any intend...
It could of been a real mess...if i wasn't bound.
Vampire knights..
Urgh.
Always such a pain.

He let me go, saying the Yao had Lilly...
Lilly hates me.
I am loosing her.
After letting my anger out on Geki's body with the guitar...
and him saying, "Glad you got that out of your system.."
Then me punching him in the face and saying, "No..now i have."

He let me go.
Kaio was protecting Lilly...
Good thing Yami had made him have a change of heart.

I got to the town, she was stood in the road, with corpses scattered around her.
As if seeing me kill a man was enough to make her cry...

Kaio whispered to her, telling her to show me how she feels..
She ran and hugged my legs, i picked her up and had to take her back.
Kaio said more where coming.

As we got to Wammys, i put her down.
She gave me a blank stare...
And ran off...

I ..
have no family left...

Its weird, i hate the world and everyone in it.
Only a few people have proved worthy of me liking them...
Is Lilly...
One of them??

I cannot tell...

Gray came to try and calm me down, fix the large rip in my mind, and stop me from loosing it altogether..

He is on the list of people who are worthy..
He was there for me, as usual..
I find it hard to believe that he was once on my hate list..

I also find it hard to believe that anyone could love me..
But Gray admitted it last night...
I feel warm...but confused...
I could not say anything, but sometimes words aren't enough.

My emotions aren't always clear...
He said he'd love me no matter what...And that he'd always be there for me.
i asked if he would still love me if i was emotionly disabled and mentally...not all there.

He said thats why he loves me.
And that if he didn't liek blood, "He'd of gone with a hotter model ages ago"
...
Model?
What?

uhh, anyway..
He cheered me up..
That and the guy that walked in saying, "BB, lets finish once and for all."
Sounded like a plan.
He was about to write me on a piece of spare death note.
i saw this coming, and round house kicked it from his grasp, then catching it.
He, was now helpless.
I struck the needle over my skin, spilling the blood.
I was about to write his name...
Then decided, why use a crappy piece of paper? When i can kill him with my bare hands...and some hooks and a cleaver.
He had a phone in his stomach, wired to the ICPO..
Once tearing it out of his body, i proceeded to call them,
"Hello? Hey, you like that? Come pay me a visit, there be enough for everyone.."
And hung up.
Ha!

Namie Atwaski is now dead on my floor... skin removed and a 'B' in his flesh. Yay.

I then went back to Gray, conciderably happier.
...
Then we got ...
more jolly?

Yes...
Well..
Sharing feelings and such...
has proved benifical...
..................
But since half of Wammys reads this, i will not explain how.
Ha!


All in all, my night ended nicely.
Thank you for cheering me up Gray.
It was appriciated.
Greatly..
I'm sure you enjoyed it too.

...


Night Diary.

Urgh yesterday....
The days get worse and worse, and now you see, i'm completely out of my mind...
eheh.
Ruby dragged her sorry arse back into the house. She was all like...I'm going to black mail you BB.
Since when was black mailing me a good idea? She's such an idiot being.
It saddens me that such a dope ... manages to walk the earth..
Oh Wait. She's dead.
A shinigami.
Guess that proves it.

No mear mortal could be such a disgrace.

She "blackmailed" me into taking care of Niomie. Which, to be fair, i did do when she was dragged back in by Ruby later.
I stitched up her wounds.
I think she appriciated it.

OH, KAGE IS BACK!
One of my favourite, younger students.
Ha,
She is the kid that calls me "Doggie".
She walked in and almost straight away said, "Where's doggie?"
Its been a while, i had forgetton how long, untill she reminded me.
I aplogized for that time i had a 'moment' and trapped them all in the library.

She wanted a piggy back. So i gave her one in the garden.
Ha.
Untill Ruby was like, "ooo another person i can use in blackmailling you?"
....Shut it, you stupid shinigami.

Gray walked out into the garden too...
Eeheh..
He also had a go at Ruby. Nice.

Oh, Echo has also left...forgot to say.

Anyway, back to Gray...
Am i a tease?
Or is it just highly amusing , sending certain things into his mind.
Hahaah.
Grays mind reading is fun.
Untill he got pay back and did it to me...

He let me read his diary.
- a drawing of a chibi :3 face -

Aw..

We decided to head back inside. Gray had a shower whilst i delt with Niomie and some others, including this silent guy...that the last of the vector brothers finished him.

If only he'd delt with the annoying, new pink haired little brat.
If she keeps acting the way she does, i'm going to have to teach her a valuable lesson.
And it maybe her last.


Kage found a laptop, in Echo's room. A gift from Mello it seemed.
She started talking to Mello, Kage was saying how Mello was being mean, so i took it in my stride to hack into her screen and talk to Mello myself.
Which lead to the...best and the worst part of my day.

Me and Mello started to argue about Echo, and how i said he was never to come here again. He said he doesn't care and will continue to do so.
Soo..
I invited him to a ...meeting.
Yes..
In town.
Well, it was more of a invitation to get his arse kicked.
Chirped me up.
Yay.

By this time, it was getting dark. The roads had started to clear, and the road sign to my side was rusty and crooked...
So i pulled it out, ran over to Mello, and smashed his face in with it.
I ripped off that burned skin from his face. Looked painful.

He got a few punches and kicks in, but not enough to spill any of my blood....apart from the small bit that...fell out my mouth.

HIS BLOOD ON THE OTHER HAND..
Went everywhere.

He tried to take me out with his gun, but before he knew it, i'd tackled him to the concrete and stolen with his magum.


Now i had two, and he was unarmed.
Typical Mello, you are too big headed.
Your emotions got the better of you, and allowed me to also get the better of you.

I fired at his ankles, the silver bullets just ripped through, his body just fell humourously to the ground. He landed face first. HA.
His face had more grit on it that the roads in winter.

He looked like he was about to cry, maybe it was the pain, or the anger.

None of us knew where Echo was.
He questioned why he was even there, thinking i actually knew something.
I just wanted to beat some sence into him.

He attempted to push himself up, but before he could even blink.
..


I shot him through his elbows.

He won't be doing much of a while.

As he lay there, helpless like a fish out of water, I kicked his head, forcing him on his back.
He had to see my victory.
And i had to see the blood running down his face, into the gutter on the side of the road.

He called me worthless, after i called him the same. Nothing better to say Mello?
Prick.

I grabbed his 'precious golden hair', pulling him to my face and spitting my words to him.
The disgrace he caused my image.
How dare he.

I rammed his head into the curb, i believe his nose broke.
Good...


The thing that bothers me is why i could not Kill Michael Kheel...
Mello..

He said Echo would be mad at me if i killed him.
Was that why?
Or was it so i could laugh at his pain, then leave him in agony in the gutter..
I prefer the last option.

I left him.

His mafia 'friends' showed up to pick up the pieces of him left.

They tried shooting me, weird.
Not one of those bullets hit.

Try using something more accurate than a Tommy gun.
This isn't an old school mafia film.
This is life.

And with life....
You only, truely, have one chance.

You shouldn't fear death, when i'm around.
Want to know why?
Because you won't have a chance to feel a thing.
I've already killed you.

Tough luck sucker.

...
I had...
A nightmare last night...
Weird thing was, i was running....from myself?

I was my own victim.
I saw what they saw.

I chased the victim down the street, and into a shop.
They had tried locking the door.

Didn't work.

I managed to sleeze my way into the building, and slowly make my way up the dark stairs, searching rooms.

My victim was looking for people in the house...
The doors to the house where unlocked...
But noone was home...
No one...but Dare...Dare?
The victims friend punched him violently in the face for some reason.
As the victim (which is what i was seeing) ran to the window, they opened it and let out a very loud scream. Hoping someone would hear and come to there rescue...
No such luck.
A light was turned on in the room below her, a chain saw noise was heard, and blood splattered out of the window, and into the garden.

I think i made handy work of that sorry git in the kitchen.

The victim paniced.
She didn't know where to turn...
She turned to the door....and....








I then woke up...
My heart was pounding..
So..that is what i do to people...
I Terrorify...
Make them break out in a sweat and turn to strangers for help.
They lose sence of whats reasonable and whats the safe option.

Clearly the scream would of alerted me to their location, and with a chain saw, i would have found them eventually..

Not had a dream like that before.

I woke up, all i saw was darkness. The darkness of the room..
The sound of Grays snoring calmed me down.

Weird though...
Something happened...
I have a bizaar marking on my hand, ever since i woke up.
Looks like a bite...
How odd...

.....

[This was pretty much my dream last night. Was fucking crazy. It wasn't BB though, was some crazy ass buss driver that i shouted abuse at. But i do have a weird bite on my hand...and someone did smack dare in the face. ]

.....................
I ....
Am..
SO...
Hung over...
Urghh...
I don't even remember yesterday...
but..
i think..
something happened..
uhh...
...maybe i shouldn't drink neat vodka....
and then...down it..
And then eat the vodka sugar cubes....
Then get Gray pissed...
...
...


I know there was an exam, the physical / self defence one..
They had to do a bleep test, then self endurance crossed with self defence..
I was like..
Allowed to test there abilites.
By attacking them!

I still have to examine Steve.

Ember and Niomie started being little shits while Kaio was testing the pink haired brat and that new guy.

They hacked my labs systems, and almost freakin' killed me.
The signals cocked up the device in my chest.
Hmph.
Luckily Kaio saved me.
I woke up, in his arms...
Was kinda funny, he just went,
"No matter how this looks, ....your anus is safe."
..
What!?
Ohhhh, i see.
...
Hmm.
Very Funny Kaio...

I think we got kage a little drunk..
and someone else..
OH..
Right..
It was Nariko...
She ripped off my shirt...........
...





I SAW NARIKO NAKED!

It was scary.
SHES ALL BONES UNDER HER DRESS!
MY EYES!

Luckily...
This hang over is distracting me.

I woke up in a state...
and I mean a state..


I'm going to lay down, get rid of this hang over...and the crappy head ache.

- T_T Face is drawn -

You know what?
All i can say is "MIIINND FUCK"

Come on...


I had a major hang over, which made the day hard enough.
I got to test Steve finally.
Now that was fun.
He refused to hit me...
He stood there...well...and laid there...
Just, acceptign that i was beating the shit into him...
Was kind of annoying, he got 20 marks for hitting me!
And he wouldn't.
I even resorted to asking him to hit me.
Really.

He turned away, so i grabbed a red hot log from the fire and quickly threw it at his head.
Again...
He fell flat on his face.

He has shown ability to have endurance, he can even repair his body by moving everything back together.

He finally decided to get me, but not hit me with a fist...
One step better.
He has a grappeling hook in his arm, which then ended up beign tangled....with my rip cage.
Hmm.
ALITTLE...Painful. I must say.
I've only just stopped it from bleeding.

All in all, Steve got an average score.

Right, then my day got a little confusing.
I had to go pick up a few things i left in the room.
But who do i find?
Yumi and her boyfriend...
about to make out.

I walk in, thinking noone would be there...
Apparently i was wrong.

She was about to touch his lips, then saw me and went "Ohh...BB!"
....
Ummm...
What!?
Don't say my name when your about to do that?
Thats gunna be off putting for both us guys...

She got up, and asked me if i'd killed anyone recently, and how.

Soooo, i told her...
then attempted to leave...

However, she grabbed me and pulled me to her...
and then kissed me...












I can tell you, Gray was NOT Happy...
Ehehehe....
Neither was Yumi's boyfriend...

He tried to kill her..
Then came out to yell at me.
I stopped his yelling....
By pulling out his adams apple..
Shame that.

I then thought, why not be a nice guy...
stitch up her slit neck hmm?
hmm..?!

She then went crazy bitch on me, and wouldn't let me leave.

I don't remember what was real, and what wasn't...
Apparently i was knocked out at one point, and woke up with Yumi sat on my chest...

I had a dream that i killed her. Was pretty amusing.

Through her insanity, she had caused the "demon" thing...inside of her to speak out.

I had to pretend i loved her, to save everyone i was close to.

The things i do for you people.

The lies i tell.

You all owe me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



- Rue Ryuzaki. (B)

I found out Yumi died. Aha.
Pitty.
The killer, a 9 year old kid, who is much like myself.
Odd.

Niomie is back, she doesn't remember much... Just whether she likes you or not.
Apparently she is Neutral about me.
She hates Gray though..
Hmph.
I got a letter from Gray, he said he's sorry for any pain i feel in the next few days...
Whats he doing...
Who are "They"?
...
Hmm..
Echo rang me, she was in a trunk of a car.
She told me to be quiet, since someone was coming, i think she stuffer her phone in her back pocket, for me to listen.

I managed to track the call.
Hehehehe.

Turns out it was Matt who had her in the car.
I could tell by the way he talked, and he was smoking.
He found out that i was on the phone, and that echo wasn't pretending to be KO'd, since when the car swerved around a corner, she kicked him in the face.
Smooth Echo.
Although, i did let out a laugh.
...
My bad.

However, he picked up the phone.
I hung up before he could talk.
But, he rang me back.
Bollacks.
Never the less, I owned that bitch.
i got into the private Jet, while on the phone to him...
Disguised it at 'cleaning'...
Idiot.
We talked for hours.
Was amusing.
It went from casual insults, to your mum insults, to homophobia, to the actual topic of Echo being kidnapped....
We tend to do this...

As we talked, i speeded across the ocean...
To America...
How did...
Why did they not move?
i think matt was to occupied with me saying i did his mum...and that Mello wants to rape echo.

Anyway, they failed to realise that the low flying jet over head was me...
SO, i landed on a abandoned road like, a field away...
Got out, and walked over and sat on the fence behind them.
I hung up.
And waited for Matt to get on his Motor bike.
Then proceeded to smack him off it with my bat, and drive off.
Ahahaa.
They didn't like it when i shot at the window and smashed it, and then shot Matts gun out of his hand, which landed on Echo...
ALTHOUGH, SHE SHOT ME!
IN THE FOOT!
Grr.
Which caused me to crash....a little..
Matt grabbed Echo, and hand cuffed her to him, he got on his bike and drove off...
Leaving me with the rest of the mafia....that were with them.
Joy.
I smashed most of them to a pulp with my cricket bat, but then one huge guy picked me up by the neck...
So...
I stabbed his hand, and forced it into his wrist, causing it to cut through vital veins.
No one will stop me when i get started!
I started to walk to there car, then was shot at from the trees.
The bullet ripped through my arm.
Painful.
I no scoped that idiot!
Yay.
I had to smash the window of the car, so i could see out of it.
Then hijacked it.
Had to catch up.
I then dumped the car, and went on foot, to avoid being seen.
I found Matts motorbike, so i vandilised it...well, then blew it up!
As i walked, i found a warehouse, i'm guessing that is where they were, there was a large truck parked outside.
I entered the building, there was a weirdly happy receptionist...
not sure why.
She asked how she could assist me...
ehehehehe.
So, i showed her how.
The guards did not like that, one bit.
Piano wire is always a nice way of leaving ones mark on someones throat.
The guards shot at me, AT MY FEET! AGAIN! SERIOUSLY!
They tried saying to Mello that i was in the building, before being shot in the heads, i shot at the ear pieces.
Ha!
I thought it was a good idea to amuse myself further.
I turned on my voice changer, and connected to Mello.
"False alarm, it was just some crazy dog."
"What?"
"Oh my god, its going for the receptionist, i think she's hurt...permission to shoot?"
"Permission granted. Just keep an eye out for BB..he maybe here soon."
"Will do!"
HAHAHAHA.
What an idiot.
Now i have permisson to shoot the crazy dog.
Wonderful.
Time to die Mello!

I cut off the CCTV for the first 2 floors.
Went danny davito on the peoples arses in the next room.
SAY HELLO TO MY LITTLE FRIEND!

I was tempted...

But i decided not to.

I heard Echo yelling at Matt up the stairs.
The a door shut.
As i got up there, Matt was waiting for me, i had a gun in his gut, he had one at my temple...
hm.
He hand cuffed me.
Seriously Matt, you got a hand cuff fetish?
I had to break one of my hands to get out of it...
The smack him over the head with the heavy cuffs.
1 HIT KO!
Ehehe..
Yeah.
I told him, i'll be back for him.
I flicked on my voice changer again, and knocked on the door to Mello's room.
I heard Echo yelling at him.

Sooo, i decided to make Mello feel like an idiot.

"Permission to shoot the dog, Sir?"

All i heard was Mello going, "Oh God..."
Hahahaha.
I burst in, my gun aimed at him...
And Echo having him pinned to the wall...
Seems i wasn't needed...
She asked how he got all messed up, he showed her the bullets wounds that i gave him.
I'm suprised that he is still standing myself.

They wanted some time to themselves, so i went to go see to Matt.
As i walked out, he was walking up the stairs, so i kicked him back down, KOing him again.
Pfft.
I drew on him.
With a permenant marker.
I wrote "TWAT" on his head, drew tits on his cheeks, gave him a cat nose, Wrote "Mello's number one fan boy" on his chest and drew a penis on his back.
ahahaha
Then i was satisfied.
I think Mello and Echo had made up...
You know what i mean.
So i left, with Matt.
Dragged him to the jet.

He had to be Re-Ko'd a few times.

When we finally got back..
I chucked him under the stairs.
I found all the girls talking.
Really dull.
Kage had stolen Matts PSP.

One of Echo's puppets stripped Matt naked..
I didn't need to see that, but Echo made me take photos...
Ooft.

Speaking of which, i found an old photo of me!
Wanna see.

Oh my god...

I met Nu, one of the most powerful shinigami, under the 'king'...
Apparently Namie never died, because Nu had shifted her body.
She'd been testing me.
Armonia Justin Beyondormanson was apparently, the shinigami that dropped his eyes into the human world, and gave them to me.
Makes sence...
He once paid me a visit as a kid.
Guess thats why i named myself Beyond.
Interesting.
Nu said that my actions change my life span.
I got an extra day added yesterday when i offered to help the new kid with his ear...
Since Rein' cut it off.

What else happened...
Oh yeh..
I ended up having to tell Echo, Niomie and Sai how i lost my virginity...
Although i did lie about one thing.
Her name.
I said her name was Delilah...
Her real name was Yuki.
We were young, i ran away from Wammys when i was 15, after A died.
I travelled the world, learning new stuff.
untill one day, i met Yuki.
She was travelling with her parents.
She told me to follow them, untill one day i met her dad...who strongly disapproved of me.
Me and Yuki ran away together.
Its funny how things happen when your with one person...
at sunset....sat by the river bank...
Echo said i was some arty romantic..
Bitch.
It just happened at that time! Leave me alone.

We were really close, untill our last day together.
We were in Texas.
Her dad had found us.
He was forcing her away, he was hurting her...
My attempt to protect Yuki from her father ended in disaster.
i commited my second murder..
I killed her dad infront of her eyes..
And...
She ran...
I've never seen her since.
Who knows what happened to her..

But that was in the past.
A cruel father, met a cruel fate.
Its life.

And that is how i live it.

I had a chat with Steve today.
Apparently our countless death cheating is causing problems.
The Mayans were warning us..
2012.
It was coming.
Steve's watchs have been shifting.
We had to stop it some how.


Gray rang me, was nice to hear from him.
Although, i knew he was in pain.
So i tracked his call, and travelled to him.
He was standing around bodies...lots of them..
we talked, and I tranq'd him, and took him home.
I stitched him up, made him some food. And he went and had a shower...obviously not happy about being dragged back.

We found steve, and ended up being forced into 2012..
but then back and forth through time.
The rift.
We caused the rift.
Time daemons..
We had to stop Steve from ever making 'the device'.

we saw our past selves.


We potentially saved the world..
weird..
Me, steve and gray.
i would never of believed it.

Oh Steve said i was his friend.
D'awww Steve.

Anyway,
we finaly got back.
I had to re stitch up gray, before going to bed.
I have a feeling he's planning to leave...

I guess it can't be helped..

Just..
go easy on yourself Gray.
No one is invicible...

i will do my best to keep safe for you.

He looks sound asleep.
Sleep well...
I guess you'll need it...

............
I woke up to find that Gray had gone, he left a letter on his bed...and some...interesting things under my bed..
heh..

I was still kinda upset though..

I didn't want cheering up....
nore ANYTHING...

BUT..

SOME PEOPLE...

LIKE TO HELP THEMSELVES....

TO ME....


WHILE I AM UNCONCIOUS....


Yes Nariko, i mean you.
You'd always liked me?
...
..
I thought....

Well anyway, she pounced on me, punched me in the face, and knocked me out....


When i woke up...


what do i find...


I ... was just raped....by a girl.....by Nariko....
I open my eyes, and she's...
Finishing up!

WHAT!

As i stared helpless in disbelief, she finally hoped off, out of breath, clearly.
And stated that what 'WE' just did was either not capable in the laws of physics or just not legal...

Nariko, since when was rape legal?

THEN, I FIND, THAT SHE NEVER THOUGHT THIS THROUGH!

YEH.

SHE'S...
She's..
...

Nariko made herself pregnant...

As if me and her running around like Psycho's was bad enough...

When she told me, she kicked me in the nuts and slashed across my eye with her Kunai...

The joys of childbirth...


i can't do this again.

It needs to die...

She cannot have a kid..



I was angry...
Afraid...
I'm a dead man...
I'm sorry Gray...
I'm sorry L...
I'm sorry everyone...

I will resort to killing this thing...
Backstreet abortion or not.


The only distraction today was talking to Sai about Gray and then pissing around with Echo.

I found she was ticklish, so used it against her.
She let out a childish giggle.
Then kicked me off the sofa, onto the floor, pinned me....

and found out a secret of mine....

All in all, TICKLE WAR.

She commented on how even if one of us is sat on the other, we don't let it bother us.
Its just messing around.
Nothing sexual as you'd all think.

Nothing taboo or wrong.

We're just pissing around.

Enjoying what little amusement we have in this place.

We both seemed in a much cheerier mood, so i gave her a piggy back.
We were gunna go find Nariko and do bad things...
But we lost her.

So...we went roof jumping.
Well, i went lycan and she held onto my back.

It was going brilliantly...

Untill...the police car drove past, saw me landing on a few cars, being a 'vandile' and well...a wolf..

And began to shoot at us.
I climbed up a building, they just missed me, but shot Echo in the foot.

This actually angered me, so i leaped off and smashed the guys body into the curb.

Flattering...

Hah..

I ran to the doctors, broke in and fixed Echo up.
Her and this new girl both fainted.
Needles...and pain..

I carried them both back.

Finally regaining conciousness, i carried Echo to her room.

I'm guessing she's asleep now.
Not sure how she's gunna walk for a few days.

So, i'm on her sofa.
Maybe a suprise to her...but at least i'll be helping...
And hiding away from Nariko..
and maybe an enraged Gray....

I am sorry for getting you into this mess.

I will rest for you Gray. Don't go dying on me!

You know, i woke up in Echo's room today, on her sofa.
Without me knowing, i'd eaten 5 jars of her jam and watched horro films all night.
Hmmm.
Echo says i have a problem, when she saw all the empty jars.
I only remember consuming one jar...

We had a very interesting chat.
We talked about love, and relationships.
We talked about sex and i uh..
Gave her advice.

As a friend of course.

I'm only looking out for her.
She said it was like i'm her dad or older brother.

We talked about 'first times'...
Hmm.

We talked about the Viper letters and who was being the information leaker.
Ally Ally Ally!

I am in a weird mood now.

I am happy that Echo feels confident enought o confide in me, but also a little strange, I Know I am a dead man either way.
Recent events have caused me to go into a rather bizaar state of mind, which will only be settled one way...
Death to the problem...


So, with that in mind...Me and Echo went to go find Nariko.

And Failed.

She ran away, after Echo sent out one of her scary ass puppets.

I had to drag my sorry carcuss to teach the newbies a lesson in Self defence today.

urgh, such effort.

I wonder how Gray is doing...
It worries me to think.
I hope these recent events haven't weakened him in some way.


Good luck Gray.

I knew I was a dead man.

Such a dead man.

I do not deserve Gray.

I'm such a shit!

Its hard to think i have the capacity to love, or be loved.
But trust me Gray.
I have it.

I am really sorry.

Please rest.


Steve and Echo both mentioned Viper today....Strange.
Seems she really does fail.

Pitty.

She will lose.


Oh, i need to go, Echo is coming in...
Is she..
Drunk?

...

Oh dear.

Well she did pin me and tickle me earlier, Hmmm.

Pay back?

Or just chats...

Guess we'll see.

Well....Today was...
Interesting.

Firstly, i wake up..
With Echo, On my chest.
She was pissed and I was just really fucking tired.
....
Her hand was on my crouch, and my hand was apparently on her arse.
I think for me, it was a natural comfort.
For Echo, i think she was comparing me and mello...
She said Mello has competition in her drunkness....
Hehehehee.
But still, i'm not a paedophile!!!!!!!!!!


...Anyway...
After all that was settled...and dealt with, i got hola hoops!
Eating them off my fingers is fun.

I then...heard some heavy breathing, but couldn't see where it was coming from, and to be honest, i was on my own and getting a little freaked out by it.

Untill i smelt the metalic scent of blood...
But not any old blood...
Blood i knew far to well..
It was..
Gray's blood.

I dashed around the corner to see him, suffering on the floor from the pain.
No wonder I was feeling a little rough.

I dragged him to my lab, to fix him up.

He had blood in his lung....
There was only one way to remove it, since i didn't have the propare equiptment.

With a straw.

He was under gas and was asleep.
Its extremely difficult when you share feelings and most pain, and trying to fix the other, while this is all happening.

I felt like utter shit, when he was asleep.
I almost passed out too.

I had to treat his burns, his cuts and his wounds.
I also had to make sure you could no longer see his lung...
What have you been doing Gray!?

After he woke up, he thanked me.

He was slowly getting better, I can tell.
He started making jokes...
About the possiblity of me catching an STD off Nariko.

Unfortunatly that possiblitity is high, and I REALLY need to go get checked out.

I helped Gray to the sofa's in my room, he dragged me ontop of him for A hug.
I didn't want to hurt him, so I carefully gave him a hug.
He then suggested we both get rest.

POWER NAP!

Which lasted 2 hours...

It was good.

We decided to go out to see people, Echo, Steve and Near were in there in the end.

I had to chuck Echo out for a while, she and Gray got into an argument which isn't good when Gray is like, half dead still.

She sent in her puppet Krowe, to throw things at me untill I let her back in.
I had to let her in, since i almost lost my balls through it.
Really.
Scary stuff okay?

Gray left, to go for a walk, because he was mad at Echo.
So I let Steve and Near do the Math Test, i locked them in the cold hall for 2 hours.
Hahaha.
While i sat outside, by an open fire.
Mmm, toasty.

Apparently me throwing cookies into the fan infront of Steve again, helped him.

Uhh, your welcome?

Anyway, All is okay now.

Gray is in bed, looking cute, because he is cold, and all curled up.
D'aww.

Sleep time diary.

Good night.

You know, everyone in Wammys, SUCKS at suprise parties.

I tried arranging one for Gray's Birthday which is today, but they all fail.
So, we decided to go by the rule of, "Its your 18th....Lets go get absolutely pissed!"

Fun!

I got him some rather expensive champaign, and then a usual piss up in the bar in town, With Cake.

Obviously.

Gray Downed both bottles of Champaign, to find himself a little 'tipsy' and then wanting something stronger.

So, we cracked open the typical vodka mix.

...
And that is all i can remember...

Right now, i have...
The biggest headache, in the world.

I think Near got drunk...
And We tried to get Niomie Drunk...
Echo was drunk...obviously.

I have no idea what happened with Gray last night, but if he can remember, i'm sure it was something....

Also, i think i got high...

Matt, your sneaky.
You pull out the insides of your cigarettes and stuff weed in it, trust me to steal one of those.

Haaaaa.

Still, I woke up with cake on me, must of been the munchies.

Hmm.

Well, lessons will be fun.

Even hung over, i still feel chirpy.

I never got an 18th party, because i was in solitary confinement in L.A...This made up for it. Good fun!

Turning 18, a day you will never forget, a night you will never remember.

-B.

Hmmm, an average day in my life...
Lets see.
Well today, i woke up with a hang over (Not remembering a thing of Grays 18th...but he told me a ...few ...little details..ehehe...)
, dragged echo into the younger students class so they could deduct what was wrong with her, since she was passed out.
She woke up, got mad, and started a fight.

Haha.

Then she felt ill, we found out she had her drink spiked last night.

So i made her throw up, by watching a revolting video on the internet.

Then I had to piss, so i have to cover my eyes and walk into her bathroom while she showered.

Then i met 'DEATH'...
He was like, amuse me, and you won;t die.
So i amused him.
Police around here must really hate me.
Pitty.

A experiement with stitching up people and making them watch each other die and a ride on a combinharvister, you know, the one with the rotating blades on the back?

That appears to have amused him greatly.

Apparently some demon things want my soul.

Death and I fought some off, then Echo joined in.

Gorey.

Death was stabbed, and handed over his scythe to me.
...
And was like,
"You are now Death."

...Duh?

I now have two titles.
Worlds best criminal...
And...
DEATH!

I like the way this is going.

I gained a new pet, (previously Deaths pet),
Ol'Shunk or something.
Basically a hell hound, can have 3 heads, and looks like a wolf to people who do not have the sight.

I can grant them that, with the scythe..


I just hope i don't end up looking like the previous Death.

I like my witty humour and dashing good looks...
And large ego.

Everyone would love my large ego.

Halloween at Wammys, all is well.
But something was stirring behind the scenes....

Something which lead to the death of my only daughter.
By my own hands...

I have broken my own rule.
I do not kill young children, but now...
Now I have broken it, I now believe, I have no rules. I am a wild animal, untamable.
I can kill an infant, and laugh at its pain.
I can pierce there lungs, and smirk at there suffering..
I discovered that I have a very powerful split personality...
It shifts when I use my shinigami eyes...
Odd.
One side, is like a normal human being, with a few defaults..
But this other side, it stoic. Emotionless and deadly.

I have suprised myself, and many others by my actions.

Her body lays lifeless in my lab, her blood remains on my hands....and a little on this page...

Rest in pieces, Lilly.

Halloween can give you the biggest scares,
the biggests shocks...

And the biggest treats.


I've been free'd from the constraints of having a family. I'm no longer trapped...

I'm alive.


I am Shi.

Diary, i forgot to mention my motives for my little Halloween massacre...

Lilly had found out everything.
She said I was a bad man.
She attacked Echo, believing it was me, since Echo's costume was me.

Lilly ran off after that, and I followed her.
Had to stop Echo from being caught in traps set down by Lilly.

Lilly had been planning this for about A week it would seem.
No wonder she avoided me.

Eitherway, she had lost her charm...
And so, her life.

She was no longer part of my family, and even said so.

Why should I care when she has abandoned me?
I made my feelings clear.
I watched as she took her last, muffled breath, and died in my arms.

Anyway, that was Halloween.

Today was different, i was on the sofa in my room with Echo, when the floor caved in...
I thought I landed on the sofa...But instead, it was Echo.
However I was stuck. So I just stayed there to annoy her.

After Ally fell down ,things got a little blurry...
I believe I fell off the sofa and Echo, and hit the floor....

We've recently found out that my split nature is triggered with my eye colour...
If they're black, i'm fine...If red, I'd run for the hills, because I will stop and nothing to kill you.

Ally and Echo told me, I attacked Echo with a corpse thats in my basement. Echo had to knock me unconscious to bring me back to my normal self.

After we got out, i found that Niomie had a lab. So we proceeded to go invade it.
It had a very demoralising password, which involved making me say i'm a moron.

Then they started pokign me with scrimp, WHICH I HATE. Urgh, seriously, i could of killed myself.

Then Nariko joined in, along with Niomie and I think Ally had a go too.

Not fun.
I Had to leave after Niomie made me bring her rabbits brain juice...and i threw up over her.
Hmm..
brotherly love eh?


Anyway, I am clean and not like scrimpy and vomity now.

I fixed the floor with metal in my room.

Lillys body is in the basement in my room, where it will remain to rot.
I recieved more emails from Smilez today, along with one from Viper.

Smilez is a nice person, i think they're in Wammys...

And Viper...
She may show up...Who knows.

More blood to clean up i guess...

[This entry was removed for BBs own gain. It was possibly destroyed too. He is letting no one know all this. Yet. ]

Ah, So I was right, Viper did show up. Myst was the one I've been waiting for.
She was acting weird, and then revealed why.
Viper is Yuki..
The Yuki who broke my heart and drove me insane.
We seem to be on friendly terms at the moment, but that is what she believes.
I said we are playing a game with the others, making it seem as if me and her are still enemies.

In reality, we still are. She will not know that.

Now its my turn. My payback.

How about you find out what a broken heart feels like?

This will need some planning, and I will need to talk to Gray...
Me and Yuki Matsuma...

Yuki will love me again.
I will be there for her.
But when she needs me most, I will leave her in the gutter...

If I can.

I have had problems with predicting the future recently, I hope this plan goes well...
I cannot love her.
She is a menace amongst women.
And now she is a snake in the grass.
A Viper, full of venom.

I need to be careful...
I don't want to get biten again.