Lilly's Diary

Hello diary,
i got given this from Daddy, he said i should write down what happened in my day, and how i feel and he said he does it too.

Daddy Gray came to see me again today. I am living back with Daddy B, and that scary lady, who is Mummy...i don't like her. Not after i heard she was a alien from Gray. She is scary.
My daddies protect me.

Me and Daddy B went to the zoo, it was really really fun. We saw monkies, tigers, giraffes, snakes, polar bears, zebras, hyena's and parrots.
Then some man yelled at Daddy, and we went home.
Daddy got me a teddy bear, i realllllyyy like it, its big and fluffy. Like daddy when he goes doggie. He is teaching me how to do it to. I am nearly there. He says i am a pup, or a cub at the moment, but will grow into a biig wolf.

Wammys had icky food for dinner, and Mr Watari's class was boring. I want to go to Daddies class. Everyone seems to have fun there. The grown ups say i am to young to go to Daddies classes.

Daddy went to speak to L in Watari's office a little while ago, i bet he got in trouble. Silly daddie. Daddie Gray looked a little weird when daddie was away. I think Gray missed him.

This diary writing is tough, it makes me sleepy. I am going to sleep now. Night night diary.

Hello Diary,
Its me Lilly!
I woke up in Daddies bed today. It was funny because Daddy was asleep on the floor next to it. I saw him in the night and put Grays blanket on him. Then, in the morning, Daddy was still asleep on the floor, So i jumped on him. He woke up, but he was still sleepy.
So i tickled him! That woke daddy up.
Silly daddy.
He looked poorly yesterday, so I gave him a hug. He was bleeding too. I went to find a plaster, but he said he didn't need one.

Me and daddy haven't seen mummy in a while, daddy says she is still working, and she maybe home soon. Mummy is scary...
I told daddy that mummy was a alien, but he laughed and said she wasn't an alien.

I got see L again today, i went with daddy. Daddy gave L a picture frame. Not sure why. I like L. He gives me candy since i helped him with a puzzle.

Thats why daddie took me to the zoo, he said he was proud of me.

I met auntie Shauna...she looks a little different that daddy said. And she can fly! She flew me to france yesterday, this big wooden puppet was scaring me here, so we ran away. But we left daddy, and daddy got sick and sleepy.

Diary, why was he so sleepy and still?

He's okay now. He is making me a hot chocolate because he says he thinks i will enjoy it. Yay! Hot chocolate.

Diary, i have to go. Shhh. I'm hiding you now. Stay quiet.

Diary...
Daddy told me something bad.
Alien mommy...
She's..
She's gone..
i didn't think i loved her so much..
But...now she's...she's gone..
She's dead.
I wasn't very nice to mommy...
Am i a bad person?

Does this mean...
noone will like me?
Is daddy mad because i cried?

What have i done wrong...to deserve this...?

I walked in the hallway today...And saw daddy with a man.
The man was on the floor...bleeding..
He said this is the true meaning of life and death...
I'm scared diary..

All these people keep being murdered around me..
Kaio killed some people who where after me..
Then Daddy came to look after me.

Why didn't he save me?
Why did he not know I was in danger?
Does Daddy not care anymore?

...Roger won't let me visit mommies grave for some reason...
He looked at daddy strangly. I'm starting to think its to do with him..

I wanted to give mommy some flowers..
I saw her shinigami, but she looked away from me...
She cried.

Am I that bad a person that my own mommy can't look at me?
What did I ever do?

I've done my exams...I listen in class...
I...I thought I was a good kid...

....I found out how mommy died...
It was him..
It was daddy.
How dare he..What gave him the right..
Why did he ...kill mommy.
He murdered her..
He poisoned her.
He tricked her.
He didn't love her.
He is incapable of love...
That means...
He doesn't love me...He lied to me.
He has to be stopped...At all costs.
I maybe 4 daddy, but i know whats right and wrong!
You are a bad man.
I will stop you, even if my short life depends on it!
You can't murder people.
Its wrong.
Your wrong.
I hate you...
Your not my daddy anymore.
You are no one to me...
I am an orphan now.